The last few weeks have been pretty hard on me. I feel like God is testing me in every aspect of my life. Actually I think I am just paying attention to it more. I feel like I am making the right decisions based on God’s will. In the past I don’t think that I was totally aware of the spiritual warfare this is going on all around me. But now I feel it, it’s almost like I can see myself in a situation and the Holy Spirit is guiding me.

As I am re-reading this I am thinking to myself “Am I on Acid?” but I know that is not the case.

I just think that my relationship with Jesus is changing and maturing. He is preparing me for something. I don’t know what it is, but whatever it turns out to be I know that Jesus is in control and I am thankful for that.

Colossians 1:16
For everything, absolutely everything, above and below, visible and invisible,… everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him.